Blog Challenge: Day 27

Day 27: A picture of something you are afraid of

Death.

I am terrified of death or dying, not just for me... but for my loved ones as well. What am I going to do when my family leaves me? What really happens when you die? Is there a heaven? Is there a hell? Do you come back? Will I see my family again?

I wish I had the answers to these questions. I'm not really religious, I'm more spiritual. I know that there is a higher being and that things happen for a reason, but that's it. I sometimes wish I believed in more, but I figured if I don't 100% agree with everything in a religion, then I shouldn't practice it.

I just know that I'm so scared to die and I don't want to. I don't want to leave my family. I'm nothing without them. I guess I'll just try my best to stay healthy and be here as long as I can!

XOXO

Andee

Blog Challenge: Day 26

Day 26: A picture of something that means a lot to you

No. A deck of cards doesn't mean a lot to me.

But L-O-V-E does!

With 2010 coming to a close, I've taking some time to reflect on the year and it's memories. We had some high times, but we had some lows, some extreme lows. But even when I look back at the heartache, the lose, the worry... I'm reminded of the love that surrounded my family! I'm extremely grateful and lucky to have a family like mine. We stick together during good times and bad. We are always there to catch each other when we fall or to be strong for one another when someone feels weak. I know for sure that I wouldn't, WE wouldn't have been able to get through this year without the love of my family!

Okay 2010... You may have brought me the most wonderful gift, but other than that...

YOU SUCKED!

2011 HERE WE COME!

XOXO

Andee

Blog Challenge: Day 25

Day 25: Freebie!

Okay, so I took this 30 Day Blog Challenge from a friends blog... and on her list, day 24 and 25 said the same thing. Now, I don't know if that was on purpose or mistake. So I thought I would just do a random one! So, I thought I would do...

Day 25: A picture of my favorite movie

I'm a movie freak! I watch way too many...

But one of my favorites, well a couple of my favorites are the Harry Potter movies! I'm in love with them all! I can't believe I've only seen Deathly Hallows once, I need to see it again! Ron Weasley is just so dreamy!! It's mine and Kelly's favorite movie to fall asleep to!

Superbad is SUPER HILARIOUS!! Get it! :)

I remember when this movie came out I did NOT want to see it. I can't really remember why, but it's now one of my favorite movies. I think it's the only comedy that I would be okay with watching over and over and over and over again and not get sick of it's jokes.

But I can't leave out the movie I was named for! THE GOONIES!! It is just pure awesomeness!

XOXO

Andee

Blog Challenge: Day 24

Day 24: A picture of you and a family member

This is me and my nephew Jesse!! I love this little guy... This photo is from my birthday last year! It's probably the only one where I was able to get him to smile with me! I chose this little man, because tomorrow he turns 5!

I can't believe how fast time has past! I remember when Kalie brought him to my apartment in February 2006 after I got my wisdom teeth out! I held this little baby boy who wasn't even 2 months old yet and I apologized for my fat cheeks! Ever since then, I've watched him grow up into such a sweetheart! A little rambunctious at times, but what 5 year old isn't?! He made me tear up when he presented Kalie and Jesse with their Christmas gifts. He was so excited! He had to demonstrate to his father how to use his new fishing chair. Priceless moment!

He is so great with my girls! Always giving them hugs, kisses, and reading them books. He is especially proud that he taught them to suck their thumbs!

To Jesse: HAPPY BIRTHDAY TOMORROW!! I can't believe you're 5! Thank you for feeling our lives with joy and smiles! From transforming into a hot dog to "Ooh! That's gotta hurt!" Thank you for being such a great cousin to my girls! They light up every time they see you!

Love you little man!!!

XOXO

Andee

Blog Challenge: Day 22 & 23 / Life Update

Day 22: A picture that confuses you

I really didn't know what to do on this one, so I just googled "funny confusing pictures." I thought this one was pretty good!

Day 23: A picture of someone you've been the closest with the longest

I've definitely been the closest to my sisters the longest!! They've been with me through thick and thin, even when I was a stupid teenager! Love them!! They were a BIG help this weekend!

I hope everyone had a good Christmas. I'm sorry I didn't blog yesterday... it was a shitty day to be quite honest. Just to bring everyone up to speed. Kelly had 2 seizures yesterday early morning. The first one happened around 1:50 AM, I woke up to it happening. I don't really remember a lot of it, but apparently I was able to grab my glasses, pajama pants, call Erica twice and search for Joe's number to call him for help. They both rushed up to help me, I was too emotional to do anything really. Before Kelly could come to, we made the decision to call 911 to get some help. Kelly came to just as the paramedics arrived. They recommended taking him into the ER and offered me a ride along with them. We weren't there for long. Kelly was feeling good and the doctor just recommended that we contact our Neurologist on Monday for further testing. Amazingly enough, we were in and out of the ER in less then 2 hours.

Both Kelly and I were really emotional and finally went back to sleep around 5 AM only for m to wake up to him having another seizure at around 6 AM. Erica rushed up again to help out, contact emergency inquiring if we should call 911 again, which was recommended. The exact same paramedics came back to pick Kelly up and take him back to the ER, where we stayed until about 11 AM. The doctor we dealt with this time suggested we get him started on medication which strongly agreed with. We've made an appointment to see our Neurologist, next Tuesday so Kelly will be out of work all this week. Hopefully with him now on medication, he'll be back to work next week with the doctors approval. Thankfully his boss is very understanding and is giving him the time off.

It was a very hard thing to witness, especially twice in one night. Props to those who go through this stuff daily. I don't think I could handle it anymore. Seeing someone I love in pain and completely out of it. He would stare at me and wouldn't be there. Like he was staring right through me. It was really hard to sleep last night, because every time Kelly would move or make a noise I would freak out thinking that something was going to happen.

A special shout out to Erica and Joe! Both were in a NyQuil coma, but were both able to help me control the situation. Erica came to pick us up from the ER after the first one, while Joe took care of the babies! Erica then helped me again after the second one and called 911 each time. I don't think I would have been able to make that call. THANK YOU BOTH for being there when I desperately needed you! Also to Kalie and Jesse. Since Erica wasn't feeling well, Kalie came to pick up the girls when we were at the ER the second time, since it was now morning. THANK YOU Kalie and the Jesse boys for taking care of our baby girls when we couldn't.

We are still overwhelmed with the love and support we are receiving from family and friends. We are so grateful to be surrounded by such amazing people. I know that with you guys by our side, we'll be able to get through this, just like last time! I'm anxious for 2011 to get here! 2010 didn't end too well and I'm ready for it to be over!

I hope you all had a good Christmas!!

XOXO

Andee

Blog Challenge: Day 21

Day 21: A picture of something that makes you happy

Here is my beautiful baby girls taking a bath Christmas morning! Erica took some great pictures with her new camera!! Gotta love those faces!

Avie

Ella

XOXO

Andee

Blog Challenge: Day 20

Day 20: A picture of somewhere you would love to travel

Hawaii!! It drives me nuts that so many people go to Hawaii like it's Disneyland to me! I have friends that go every year! What?! If the flights weren't so freakin' expensive, I'd go! Especially because I could get some good deals at some Marriott's! But I want to one day be able to travel out there and get to experience it! Who doesn't want to get leied!



I would also love to see Ireland! Gotta love all that green!



XOXO
Andee

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!

Blog Challenge: Day 19

Day 19: A picture of someone you miss

I miss Barbie! I do!

I miss playing Barbie! She could be whatever you wanted her to be, and did! She was a teacher, an astronaut, a vetrinarian, a flight attendant and more! I miss playing make believe and having fun with your imagination! I miss being a kid!

Now, there isn't any time for imagination. However, I can't wait until the girls are old enough to start playing and goofing around with! I've saved my entire Barbie collection and will be happy to pass it down to them!!

XOXO

Andee

Blog Challenge: Day 18

Day 18: A picture of the cast of your favorite show

I watch way too much T.V.!! But these are the shows that I can't WAIT to see each week!

GLEE! I'm now a huge fan, but only started this season! Erica and I want to buy the first season so I can see it from the beginning. Erica says the first season was much better.

Vampire Diaries!! What can I say? I love vampires and hot men!

So You Think You Can Dance!!! I've watched every season except the first! I love this show!

XOXO

Andee

Blog Challenge: Day 17

Day 17: Your favorite song

My favorite song recently has been Firework by Katy Perry. She sang it live on Ellen about a week ago and I've been in love with it ever since. I really like the lyrics! But the live version she did on Ellen is better than the radio version. It was a slower version, more like a ballad.

Firework

Do you ever feel like a plastic bag,
Drifting through the wind, wanting to start again?
Do you ever feel, feel so paper-thin
Like a house of cards, one blow from caving in?

Do you ever feel already buried deep?
Six feet under screams, but no one seems to hear a thing
Do you know that there's still a chance for you?
'Cause there's a spark in you

You just gotta ignite the light, and let it shine
Just own the night like the Fourth of July

'Cause baby, you're a firework
Come on, show 'em what you're worth
Make 'em go "ah, ah, ah!"
As you shoot across the sky-y-y

Baby, you're a firework
Come on, let your colors burst
Make 'em go "ah, ah, ah!"
You're gonna leave 'em all in awe, awe, awe

You don't have to feel like a waste of space
You're original, cannot be replaced
If you only knew what the future holds
After a hurricane, comes a rainbow

Maybe the reason why all the doors are closed
So you could open one that leads you to the perfect road
Like a lightning bolt, your heart will glow
And when it's time you know

You just gotta ignite the light, and let it shine
Just own the night like the Fourth of July

'Cause baby, you're a firework
Come on, show 'em what you're worth
Make 'em go "ah, ah, ah!"
As you shoot across the sky-y-y

Baby, you're a firework
Come on, let your colors burst
Make 'em go "ah, ah, ah!"
You're gonna leave 'em all in awe, awe, awe

Boom, boom, boom
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon
It's always been inside of you, you, you
And now it's time to let it through

'Cause baby, you're a firework
Come on, show 'em what you're worth
Make 'em go "ah, ah, ah!"
As you shoot across the sky-y-y

Baby, you're a firework
Come on, let your colors burst
Make 'em go "ah, ah, ah!"
You're gonna leave 'em all in awe, awe, awe

Boom, boom, boom
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon
Boom, boom, boom
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon

XOXO

Andee

Blog Challenge: Day 16

Day 16: A picture of someone you would like to trade places with for a day and why

Well, of course I would switch places with either a singer or an actress... just so I could see what it would feel like to be in the lime light. Plus, I've always loved singing and I'm already a drama queen, so it would be kinda cool to spend the day as a singer or an actress.

Singer choice would be Carrie Underwood! I love her style and her voice is amazing! Not that big of a country fan, but I love her songs!

Actress choice would be Scarlett Johansson. Come on... she is gorgeous! She has like the best body ever, plus a face to die for. I would definitely want to take a day in her place, but if would have to be a past date. I would have loved to get a taste of Ryan Reynolds!

XOXO

Andee

Blog Challenge: Day 15

Day 15: A picture of something you want to do before you die.

Okay, this probably wasn't the best one for me today... I'm having a really down day today! Man, I wish my new medication would start working already. I don't know if I can last 4-6 more weeks!

Be Happy! I wish that before I die, I will be truly happy. Not only with my life, but with myself. I've just been in a funk recently and it seems that my girls are the only thing in my life that brings me joy. Even hanging out with my family isn't what it used to be and I used to love that. Have I changed? Has becoming a mother changed everything? People aren't who they used to be and they treat me a lot different. Sometimes I wish things could just go back to the way they were... but with the girls. I used to be happy, I used to be fun.

But then I guess I will always have my baby girls. They'll have to love me right?! And I guess being a mother has really changed my perspective. My happiness doesn't matter anymore, my girls are what matter! I'd spend the rest of my life unhappy as long as my girls were happy.

They are my whole world.

Okay, enough with the depressing post!! Sorry guys! I really need to pick up my attitude if I'm

going to survive the holidays.

XOXO

Andee

Blog Challenge: Day 14

Day 14: A picture of someone you couldn't imagine life without.

Well, I guess I'll just have to go with the obvious on some of these! There is no way I could live without my two baby girls!! I love those chubby bald babies!

XOXO

Andee

Blog Challenge: Day 13

Day 13: A picture of something you hate

Well that's easy. I hate spiders. Just like that. I HATE SPIDERS!

I even had to put a picture of a cartoon spider on the post, because there is no way I'm googling real spiders! Even the pictures scare me to death!

Big, small, brown, black... Doesn't matter!! They all must meet the bottom of my shoe or the end of a newspaper! It doesn't help that my husband doesn't believe in killing them either!!

UGH! Die Charlotte, DIE!!

XOXO

Andee

Blog Challenge: Day 12

Day 12: A picture of something you love

Again with the just ONE picture! This blog challenge is harder than I thought.

But once again, I'm going to break the rules and showcase a few things that I love!

But trust me, I love many things!

Sushi! Didn't like the idea of it at first, but now can't get enough!

Sleeping and Dreaming! I guess that's the depression talking... but I love it!

Reality TV! Especially So You Think You Can Dance!

Manicures and Pedicures! I just wish I made enough money to keep up with both!

Christmas with the family!! I can't wait for next week! It's going to be so much fun!

XOXO

Andee

Blog Challenge: Day 11

Day 11: A picture of your celebrity crush

Just one?! There is no way I can pick just one!!

Fine, I'll post my most favorite, because let's face it... I enjoy looking at all of them!!

First you have funny and sexy...

Shia Labeouf

Ashton Kutcher! Recent fan, loved "What Happens in Vegas"

Ryan Reynolds! Love him!!

Then you have mysterious and sexy...

Jude Law!

Clive Owen!

Finally, you have those ones that you would just really want to POUNCE!!

James Marsden, 27 Dresses... OMG!

Robert Pattinson! I'm sorry, I find him sexy!

BUT THE BEST is Johnny Depp!! Amazing and Oh So HOT!

XOXO

Andee

Blog Challenge: Day 10

Day 10: A picture of someone you see yourself marrying/being with in the future.

Well, I guess it would have to be this guy! I mean, now that I have kids with him I can't really leave him.. schucks! No, no, no!! He is a great man and a wonderful father!

XOXO

Andee

Blog Challenge: Day 9

Day 9: A picture of the person who has gotten you through the most

This blog challenge is starting to get tough! There isn't just ONE person who has gotten me through the most. There is a BUNCH! But mostly, I'd like to give a shout out to my family! Without my family, Kelly and I would not have made it through 2010!!

They've been there for us through everything this year!! Kelly starting a new job, my pregnancy, the birth of our beautiful girls, Kelly's seizure, everything! They've pulled together and helped Kelly and I through the most exciting and most difficult year of our lives! And for that, I say THANK YOU! from my whole heart! Thank you for the dinners, the diapers, the baby clothes, the hugs and the kisses! Thank you for being the most amazing family in the world!! We couldn't ask for a better family!

WE LOVE YOU GUYS!!!

XOXO

Andee

Blog Challenge: Day 8

Day 8: A picture that makes you laugh

Just more proof that my family is the best and how much fun we can have together!! I love being with them and can't wait for the holidays! Fun Fun FUN!



XOXO

Andee

Blog Challenge: Day 7

Day 7: A picture of someone or something that has the biggest impact on you.

I guess I'll go with the obvious on this one and say that my girls have the biggest impact on me! And even though there can be some days when I just want to yank my hair out, I still love them more than anything!! I couldn't imagine life without my girls!

Happy Holidays from Avie & Ella!!

XOXO

Andee

Blog Challenge: Day 6

Day 6: Picture that shows your true self

Yes. It's true. I am a horse.

XOXO

Andee

-I'm sorry, I really didn't know what to post for this one!

Blog Challenge: Day 5

Day 5: A Picture of a Place You've Been

ROME, ITALY

I was very fortunate to go on a trip to Europe while I was in school! We saw Barcelona, Nice, Venice, Rome, Florence and Capri! It was amazing! We even stomped at Pompeii! I really wish I would have taken more photos and appreciated it more. I mean, we saw the Colosseum and I barely took any pictures! I mainly just remember the bus rides in between countries and it makes me sad.

I hope to go back some day and really enjoy it! But at least I have some memories!

XOXO
Andee

Blog Challenge: Day 4

Day 4: A habit you wish you didn't have

JUNK FOOD! OY!

I really wish I didn't want to eat junk food! But man... barbecue chips, chex mix, cookies! They are so good and so easy to buy and eat! Plus, since Kelly's got back to work this week we haven't had one home cooked meal. That's right, Kelly and I both enjoy cooking... but we haven't been doing it lately so it's been fast food. Yuck! It sounds so awesome and might even taste good, but the second it's over it's like... "Why did I do that?"

It's strange... I'm the same weight that I was before I had the girls, but because my body is so different I feel bigger. I had just kinda started getting used to it prior to pregnancy but now it's just so different. I have stopped drinking soda, which is a good thing. I stopped when I found out I was pregnant and just haven't started up again. Sure, I'll have the occasional Root Beer, but I'm stuck on water or Snapple. Plus, I've stopped losing more because I'm not nursing enough. I'm so afraid that when I stop completely I'm just going to balloon up. I bought a Yoga Set, complete with mat, dvd, the works... Have I tried it out yet? Nope! It's still in the wrapping. I mean, I guess I would be okay if I didn't lose weight, but I at least want to tone up my stomach... Having twins left a lot of extra skin that I want gone! Plus I want to get more flexible so I can play with the girls more!

I guess it's a hard habit to break especially during the holidays... I'm not looking forward to the mountains of delicious food and the multiple family parties. I'll have to try to be good!

XOXO
Andee

P.S. Not related to my 30 Day Blog Challenge, but visit my sister's website to see some adorable pictures she took of my girls yesterday!! CLICK HERE We had so much fun!

Blog Challenge: Day 3

Day 3: A Photo of You and Your Craziest Friend

For this one, I've had to make it plural. Me and my craziest FRIENDS!

It's gotta be these 2 here, my sisters! They are not just my sisters, they are my friends! We always have so much fun together! The guys call us the Clucking Hens when we are together! You should never put us all in the same room together with sugar and a game of Pounce. Watch Out!!

I know this photo isn't recent, it was from my pink birthday last year. But it just shows how much fun we can have together on a trip to Harmon's to grab snacks!

They've been there for me through everything and always seem to put a smile on my face! Love you girls! Shall we have another PINK PARTY? Or how 'bout a Christmas Sweater Party!! Let me know!!

XOXO

Andee

Blog Challenge: Day 2

Day 2: A Really Good Memory

I could choose the obvious... My wedding day, the birth of my girls. But although both events were very meanigful and ones I'll never forget, I wanted to do something different.

DISNEYLAND!!



Literally my favorite place on earth, especially with family! I love this place... it makes me so happy just being there. I mean, as soon as you walk through the gates and down Main Street you can just feel it... True Happiness! I don't even care about the 45 minute lines or the crowds or the over priced food/souveniors. I will take a 18 hour day in Disneyland over anything else! Sure, we get up at 6 AM and don't get to sleep until around Midnight when we go, but I've had the best of times with my family on Disneyland trips!

I guess I would have to say my most recent BEST Disneyland memory is when we went in March of 2009 with the ENTIRE Snow Family! It was so great to have everyone with us and spend so much time together! It was especially fun to see little Jesse every morning and see how excited he was only being 3 years old! I remember when he started to cry when we were parting ways at the airport at the end of our trip... Such a sweetheart! What else makes the trip memorable? Many many things!! *Corn dogs, Pirates, Turkey Legs, Tower of Terror, People watching, Penny dropping (I still think this is lame), Walking and then STOP, Haunted Mansion.. I could go on! I just L-O-V-E LOVE that place!!

So there you have it, that's my Really Good Memory! Disneyland with my family! Every trip has been memorable and exciting and I can't WAIT for the girls first trip! We'll be able to start memories with them and I just know they'll love it!

XOXO
Andee

Alright, I'm in!

A few of my friends are doing a 30 day blog challenge and I've decided to join in the fun!

DAY 1: Recent picture and 15 facts about yourself!

Here's us girls on Black Friday waiting in line for Old Navy, Erica taking the picture.

15 Interesting Facts About Andee

1. I'm absolutely terrified of spiders. Even the itty bitty ones... they're out to get me!

2. I've started snoring at night since my pregnancy.

3. I'm a completely different person when I'm at work compared to home.

4. I can roll my tongue twice but can't twirl it.

5. I really regret quiting volleyball... stupid knees!

6. I love to sleep. Sometimes I get so depressed that I would rather dream then face reality.

7. I hate my body and try to hide it with clothing.

8. I still watch Jerry Springer and am now a HUGE Glee fan!

9. I regret not going to college and becoming a teacher. Oh how I wanted to be Miss Andee!

10. I'm petrified that I'm going to screw up Motherhood. I've already failed at nursing!

11. I love my hair short. I love my hair long. I love my hair short. No long.

12. Disneyland is and always will be my FAVORITE place! (Must be with family!)

13. I care way too much about what people think of me.

14. I miss having friends. Girls nights, parties, occasional cocktails.

15. I'm in love with sushi. In love as in I would marry it if I could!

See! Wasn't that fun? I can post about something else other than my girls, right? I'm cool too!

Stay tuned for tomorrow's post, A Really Good Memory! Hmm, I'll have to start thinking...

XOXO

Andee

/ 6 Months \

Dr appointment went well today. Girls got more shots, which I can never handle. Good thing Kelly was there to hold them down and I'm there to comfort them afterwards. Girls are healthy, chubby and ready for solid foods? Yea, their pediatrician said that we can try things out now that they are 6 months. Crackers, soft fruit, stuff like that. She said that we should allow the girls to enjoy Christmas feast too... mashed potatoes and Jello salad! Yummy! I don't know how I'm going to handle it, I freak thinking that they are going to chock!

I still can't believe that it's been 6 months! I mean, Christmas is only weeks away! Nothing has really changed since my last post, but both girls are starting to enjoy fruits and veggies! Avie is sitting up nicely, but she still tumbles no and then. Ella is having a harder time sitting up, but she's our mover. Whether it's on the play mat or in her crib at night, she will not stay in one place. They aren't crawling yet, however we have seen them scoot backwards on their tummy's, so we're getting there.

I love the picture below. It's almost like Ella is saying, "Hi, this is my friend Avie!"

The girls motor skills are amazing! I'm blown away with how much they learn from observing. They will now grab toys that are tangled or placed in front of them. They move toys from hand to hand to mouth to hand. I took the video below and although it may not seem amusing to others, I love watching it. Just to see their faces and how you can just tell that their minds are going a mile a minute, makes me happy!

We Heart Jumpers!

The girls are becoming more and more active and I love it!! They always seem so happy, especially in their jumpers! Both of them go crazy with all the toys around them, but they particularly like the jumping part! Avie some times scares me with her bouncing...