36 Weeks

1 lb lost, 31 total gain

Contractions every 3-5 minutes

1.5 cm dilated

I swear I look bigger in person! But the date is set... June 14th, Monday at 5 pm. Unless I go early, which my Dr is pretty certain I will. I saw him today and got the run down of what I need to do and go if I go into labor. I've got my bag packed just in case! I don't really want to wait until the 14th.. 2 1/2 weeks just seems so far away. But I'm kinda scared going into labor. At least on the 14th, it's planned. I know when and what to expect. If my water breaks, it's all the unknown. Kinda scary.

I also think I'm holding back for the 14th because Kelly has been working so hard at Reagan this week. He's on his own now and he hasn't gotten into any groove yet. He's working 8am - 8pm everyday. I see him briefly in the morning and then right before bed at night. I'm afraid if I have the babies now, he won't get any rest and he'll hate his life, resent me. I don't know. Maybe I'm just scared. It's really happening. No matter what, I will have 2 babies by June 14th. I hope I'm ready!!

I'll keep everyone posted if any new news breaks... or my water!

12 lbs of babies!

Yep, that's right! I've got almost 12 lbs of baby in my belly!! I had a growth scan this morning and we got some estimate baby sizes. Baby A = 5 lbs 13 oz, Baby B = 6 lbs 1 oz!! BIG BABIES! I mean, for twins at 35 weeks! No wonder I've been in pain.

And it only gets better! Guess what?! My Dr has scheduled me for a C-Section on June 14th, 3 weeks from Monday! There is absolutely no way in hell that I can last 3 more weeks. I'm officially starting my LOA (leave of absence) from work on Monday because it's just too hard for me to work anymore... But I was expected that I would only waste 1, maybe 2 weeks without the girls. But 3! I can't do this! Is it wrong for me to be googling ways on how to induce labor? If my girls are already about 6 lbs each now, they may grow up to 1 lb a week... 9 lb babies? OMG! I don't know what to feel right now. I'm a little angry/disappointed. I know, I know... the longer they are inside the better, but I don't know how much more my body can handle.

I guess we'll see...

34 Week Photo!

34 Weeks

Thanks again Erica for making the decision for a pregnancy photo shoot! I haven't been very willing to get in front of a camera lately, but I'm glad you stuck with it and practically made me do it!! I had such a blast and you made me feel beautiful! I haven't felt beautiful in awhile what with this beach ball under my shirt, so Thank You!

I'll be posting many more photos on Facebook this weekend, so be sure to check them out! Erica did a great job styling me, posing me and making me laugh while she took on the photographer persona! She did an amazing job!

Way to Go Red!! I Love you!

34 Weeks

9 lbs gained, 31 in total

55 inches around the belly

minor contractions every 7-10 minutes

1 centimeter dilated

[ PHOTO TO COME ]

And so I've made it to week 34!! Heck Yes!! My body is doing good... other than being exhausted all the time. I had my Dr Appt today and I was dilated 1 cm, but high. Exactly what the "but high" part means, I don't know. All I know is that the Dr wasn't worried about me and he says I'm still doing great! The only thing really bothering me is my swollen hands and feet (they aren't that bad) and my super sensitive skin. I've developed a skin irritation on my belly, legs, arms and back. It's quite common but it's not harmful to the babies. It does however itch like crazy!! Oatmeal baths, lotion and Benadryl have been helping! -All approved by Dr!

I've started to go to the Dr 2-3 times a week. Once for my weekly Dr appointment and then twice for the Non Stress Test. The Non Stress Test monitors the girls heart rates, contractions and measures amniotic fluid. It isn't that bad... It can take awhile if the babies don't want to cooperate. I can't leave until the nurses see what they need to see. Baby A is always a show off and gives the nurse what they need... Baby B is of course a little lazy. She generally won't do anything unless provoked. A nice buzzer that they put on my belly. That's comfortable! Not harmful, but startling two babies in my belly can sometimes get annoying. Yes, I've started having contractions, but they are very minor. I don't even realize I'm having some. But again, the nurse said everything looks great and I'm sure if there was something wrong, she would not have let me leave. I try to arrange my Dr appt along with one of the stress test so I only have to go in twice a week, but sometimes it doesn't work out. Oh well, I should get used to the hospital!

Baby A is still head down, however Baby B is breeched. That being said, my Dr has recommended a C-Section to be scheduled at my 38 week mark, unless they decide to come earlier. Why a C-Section if Baby A (first one out) is head down? Well yes, it is true that I could deliver Baby A vaginally with the hopes that Baby B would turn in the process. However, my Dr doesn't want to take that chance. I agree. Do I really want to have Baby A vaginally and PRAY that Baby B turns? What if she doesn't? Then I'm going to have to have an emergency C-Section. I think it's better safe than sorry. My Dr and his nurses say that this will be the best for me and the girls. Am I scared? Hell yea, I'm scared!! But I can do this!!

I'm hoping that the 9 lbs I've gained in the last 3 weeks are all due to the babies growing... I've got a growth ultrasound scheduled for next Friday, so we'll be able to see how big these two really are! I'm fine with gaining more weight if it means it's going to the babies! I need them as big as they can be, so I can take them home!!

As notated above, my 34 weeks photos is to come later. I was lucky enough to have Erica spoil me with a make over and a photo shoot!! We're doing some fun editing and I'll post them when I can!

Love to all! We'll keep everyone posted... 4 weeks!

I CAN'T BELIEVE IT'S SO SOON!!

Wouldn't it be nice to...

[ not have to pee every 2 hours ]

[ sleep on my stomach ]

[ slouch ]

[ take medication other than tylenol ]

[ not have an itchy belly ]

[ get into a hot tub ]

[ walk up and downstairs ]

[ stretch ]

[ help clean my house ]

[ make dinner ]

[ eat sushi / seafood ]

Yes, it would be nice!

but these baby girls are so worth it!!

Only 6 weeks left... maybe less!

31 Weeks

2 lbs gained, 22 in total

53 inches around the belly

My Body: Blood pressure is good and my cervix is still closed! I'll get some sharp pains every once in awhile, but my Dr is sure it's just Braxton Hicks. But I will need to pay more attention to when I'm having the pain and how frequent/long they last. Dr is very happy to know that my activity is still nothing... but he did remind me to still walk a little bit to avoid blood clots. I don't think I could do anything even if I wanted to. I'm exhausted... all the time! My shoes are getting tighter, but my feet aren't noticeably bigger... yet. It's been mostly flip flops lately! I have lost my ankles and my calves seem bigger. Bummer! Unfortunately I already had stretch marks due to my constant up and down weight, but I haven't noticed any new ones. I'm keeping my skin moisturized and trying not to scratch my belly! It's amazing at how much it itches!

Weight: I'm pretty proud of myself in the whole weight gain situation. I really thought I was going to let myself go... especially with twins. But I've only gained 22 lbs! I think Kelly and I are both shocked with how well I've managed my eating. I still haven't had any weird food cravings or 3 AM snackings. Although I could have one of Kelly's BLT's everyday! Amazing!!

Baby Girls: Both are still head down and they have dropped a little. But these girls are active! I'm feeling them move almost every hour it seems like. The most activity I've found is between 9 AM - 12 PM. It's really the best part of my day to feel them moving around! However, every time Kelly wants to feel them, they stop. Typical! But it can also get kinda creepy... you know when they do a somersaults and my belly will do a wave!

I've got 2 more weeks until my next Dr Appt, then I will start to go weekly. My Dr is hoping for full term for twins at 38 weeks, so that means I have only 7 more weeks!! I can't believe it! I'm so excited, but I'm starting to get really scared/nervous/worried about the whole labor and delivery part! I'm leaning more towards NO CSection, but if I have to I will. I'm going to hold out for as long as my body will let me. Plus Dad and Nancy would KILL ME if I had the girls while they are on their cruise from May 8th to the 15th. And it would be really cool if I could hold out until after May 21st, my girls will be Geminis! Twin girls for the twin zodiac!

I've got my final baby shower this Saturday and I'm so excited! This shower is being put together by my co-worker Amanda and is for all my Marriott peeps! It will be great to see everyone and get out of the house for a few hours! Plus after this shower I can finally finish organizing and decorating the nursery! I'm so excited!!

I'll be sure to post after my shower and on the final touches on the nursery! I'm hoping to have it complete by the end of this month! Especially if I can have the help of my sisters! Fingers crossed!

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Kelly is liking his new job! It has had it's ups and downs... but he's getting the hang of it. He'll be out of training soon and out on his own. I think he is really looking forward to that so he can work the hours that are more appealing to him. I'm so proud of him and what he is doing for me and the girls! For a man who doesn't really like change, he's making it work for his family!

Baby Shower Weekend!

What a blast!! But can I sleep now?

Baby Shower #1 @ Mom's!

Just me and the babies!

Great gifts!! Just to name a few; Diapers, Baby Wash/Lotion, Adorable Clothes, Bath Towels, Bouncers and our Pack N Play!

Thank you Mom for the great day, plus my sisters who helped! Everything went great and I loved seeing all the family and friends!

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Baby Shower #2 @ Dad's!

Brittany was in town for the weekend!

More great gifts! Blankets, Diaper Bag, Bouncers, Car Seats, Clothes, Toys toys and more toys!

Thank you Nancy for another great day!! Everything was perfect and I love being surrounded by family and friends!

But a huge THANK YOU to all of my family and friends! Thank you all for the great gifts! We've been so blessed and have had so much help from everyone, I'm so grateful! We are very fortunate to have such a great support system behind us!!

We couldn't do it without you guys!

WE LOVE YOU ALL!

** More photos on Facebook! **

I'm excited about the next 5 days!!

REALLY EXCITED!

Thursday - Dr appointment followed by hair appointment with Erica! We're gonna try something a little different, but nothing too crazy! My roots definitely need some attention!

Friday -Pedicures!!! What is better than getting pampered with two of my favorite people?! I swear... Erica, Kalie and I shouldn't be allowed in public together. We always end up having WAY too much fun! Plus we can get a little loud! Now to shave the legs as prep. Uh, should be interesting!

Saturday - Bath Time Baby Shower!!! Mom is throwing me a shower for her side of the family and we are celebrating Bath Time for the girls! I can't wait to see the family and I have to admit I'm excited to see what I (the girls) get!

Sunday - Play Time Baby Shower!!! Nancy is throwing me a shower for Dad's side of the family! My sister Brittany will be in town, which is awesome and it will be great to visit with other family and friends. Am I selfish to be excited for more presents?! I don't think so.. because technically they aren't for me, right!

Monday - DAY OFF!! I figured I would be exhausted after Saturday and Sunday, so I've scheduled myself off to rest. Great idea right?! I know! PLUS... Charlonian Showcase!! I can't wait to celebrate Jessica's last year as a Charlonian and watch her do what she does best, dance!

See! How can I NOT be excited?! I just hope that I start feeling better! I'm still really congested and have a sore throat. But no matter what, I'm going to try hard to enjoy the next 5 days!!!

They should be a BLAST!

*I'll be bloggin' about the baby showers so stay tuned!!*

27 Weeks

7 lbs gained, 20 total

52 inches around the belly

Ultrasound and Doctor Appointment today. Babies are looking good, both measuring at about 27 weeks 2 days! Baby A - 2lbs 4oz Baby B - 2lbs 3oz. Heart rates are looking good and they are now both head down. They just can't make up their minds on where they want to be. At one time during the ultrasound, we saw all 4 feet in a close shot. It was pretty cute!

The Doctor wasn't able to get a good look at my cervix, but from what he can tell is that its short/small. He scheduled me for another ultrasound for next week to double check. He asked me to drink as much water as possible before it starts to hurt so we can get a good look.

Because of my cervix results the Doctor told me to lessen my activity even more. What?! How can I lessen doing absolutely nothing? He told me that I need to come straight home and lay on my side, left preferably. I guess I have still been doing stuff that I can cut back on... I just feel so bad for Kelly. I hate not being able to help around the house or cook dinner. But he tells me not to worry. It's better that I stay off my feet and relax now so we aren't sorry later. Financially, Kelly and I need me to work as long as I can. We're looking to move my desk at work temporarily so I'm closer to the exit and bathroom. Less walking should help.

Now, two questions that we wanted answers to. 1) How many placentas? 2) Fraternal or Identical? Well, I guess we have to be patient, because we won't find the answer to either one until the girls are born. Right now with the ultrasounds, my placenta is very large, so my Doctor believes that I did once have 2 but they have fused together. (something common among twin births) We'll just have to be surprised!!

I'm starting to go to see him every 2 weeks now, so maybe that will make the time go by faster. I swear the last couple of months have been the slowest. I'm doing good though, other than some back pain every once in awhile and trying to get comfortable sleeping with a bowling ball attached to me. I haven't seen any changes in my feet, but then again I can't even see my feet anymore!

I'll be taking it super easy from here on out, but I'm looking forward to next month! I'll be having all 3 baby showers next month! I can't wait to see all of the family! Love you guys! I'll be sure to keep you posted with any new news!

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OH!! Speaking of news!!! Kelly got the job with Reagan Outdoor Advertising as a billposter!! He starts his 30 day training on Monday April 5th! He'll be taking down and putting up billboards all over Salt Lake County. Definitely a change from Reams, but he'll be making a lot more money! He'll say goodbye to Reams next Friday after 12 long years. He doesn't really know how to feel about it. He's excited, but Reams has been his home so he'll miss it! I'll let you all know how it goes!

Updated Picture

Yup... This is me. About 24 weeks pregnant!

Getting used the belly can sometimes be challenging. I'm running into things, can't lean over the kitchen/bathroom sinks, or sit in restaurant booths. And it's just getting started!!

Be gentle with remarks... It's a sensitive subject!