Friday, December 31, 2010

Blog Challenge: Day 27

Day 27: A picture of something you are afraid of

Death.

I am terrified of death or dying, not just for me... but for my loved ones as well. What am I going to do when my family leaves me? What really happens when you die? Is there a heaven? Is there a hell? Do you come back? Will I see my family again?

I wish I had the answers to these questions. I'm not really religious, I'm more spiritual. I know that there is a higher being and that things happen for a reason, but that's it. I sometimes wish I believed in more, but I figured if I don't 100% agree with everything in a religion, then I shouldn't practice it.

I just know that I'm so scared to die and I don't want to. I don't want to leave my family. I'm nothing without them. I guess I'll just try my best to stay healthy and be here as long as I can!

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XOXO
Andee

Thursday, December 30, 2010

Blog Challenge: Day 26

Day 26: A picture of something that means a lot to you

No. A deck of cards doesn't mean a lot to me.

But L-O-V-E does!

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With 2010 coming to a close, I've taking some time to reflect on the year and it's memories. We had some high times, but we had some lows, some extreme lows. But even when I look back at the heartache, the lose, the worry... I'm reminded of the love that surrounded my family! I'm extremely grateful and lucky to have a family like mine. We stick together during good times and bad. We are always there to catch each other when we fall or to be strong for one another when someone feels weak. I know for sure that I wouldn't, WE wouldn't have been able to get through this year without the love of my family!

Okay 2010... You may have brought me the most wonderful gift, but other than that...

YOU SUCKED!
2011 HERE WE COME!

XOXO
Andee

Wednesday, December 29, 2010

Blog Challenge: Day 25

Day 25: Freebie!

Okay, so I took this 30 Day Blog Challenge from a friends blog... and on her list, day 24 and 25 said the same thing. Now, I don't know if that was on purpose or mistake. So I thought I would just do a random one! So, I thought I would do...

Day 25: A picture of my favorite movie

I'm a movie freak! I watch way too many...

But one of my favorites, well a couple of my favorites are the Harry Potter movies! I'm in love with them all! I can't believe I've only seen Deathly Hallows once, I need to see it again! Ron Weasley is just so dreamy!! It's mine and Kelly's favorite movie to fall asleep to!

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Superbad is SUPER HILARIOUS!! Get it! :)
I remember when this movie came out I did NOT want to see it. I can't really remember why, but it's now one of my favorite movies. I think it's the only comedy that I would be okay with watching over and over and over and over again and not get sick of it's jokes.

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But I can't leave out the movie I was named for! THE GOONIES!! It is just pure awesomeness!

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XOXO
Andee

Tuesday, December 28, 2010

Blog Challenge: Day 24

Day 24: A picture of you and a family member

This is me and my nephew Jesse!! I love this little guy... This photo is from my birthday last year! It's probably the only one where I was able to get him to smile with me! I chose this little man, because tomorrow he turns 5!

I can't believe how fast time has past! I remember when Kalie brought him to my apartment in February 2006 after I got my wisdom teeth out! I held this little baby boy who wasn't even 2 months old yet and I apologized for my fat cheeks! Ever since then, I've watched him grow up into such a sweetheart! A little rambunctious at times, but what 5 year old isn't?! He made me tear up when he presented Kalie and Jesse with their Christmas gifts. He was so excited! He had to demonstrate to his father how to use his new fishing chair. Priceless moment!

He is so great with my girls! Always giving them hugs, kisses, and reading them books. He is especially proud that he taught them to suck their thumbs!

To Jesse: HAPPY BIRTHDAY TOMORROW!! I can't believe you're 5! Thank you for feeling our lives with joy and smiles! From transforming into a hot dog to "Ooh! That's gotta hurt!" Thank you for being such a great cousin to my girls! They light up every time they see you!

Love you little man!!!

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XOXO
Andee

Monday, December 27, 2010

Blog Challenge: Day 22 & 23 / Life Update

Day 22: A picture that confuses you

I really didn't know what to do on this one, so I just googled "funny confusing pictures." I thought this one was pretty good!

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Day 23: A picture of someone you've been the closest with the longest

I've definitely been the closest to my sisters the longest!! They've been with me through thick and thin, even when I was a stupid teenager! Love them!! They were a BIG help this weekend!

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I hope everyone had a good Christmas. I'm sorry I didn't blog yesterday... it was a shitty day to be quite honest. Just to bring everyone up to speed. Kelly had 2 seizures yesterday early morning. The first one happened around 1:50 AM, I woke up to it happening. I don't really remember a lot of it, but apparently I was able to grab my glasses, pajama pants, call Erica twice and search for Joe's number to call him for help. They both rushed up to help me, I was too emotional to do anything really. Before Kelly could come to, we made the decision to call 911 to get some help. Kelly came to just as the paramedics arrived. They recommended taking him into the ER and offered me a ride along with them. We weren't there for long. Kelly was feeling good and the doctor just recommended that we contact our Neurologist on Monday for further testing. Amazingly enough, we were in and out of the ER in less then 2 hours.

Both Kelly and I were really emotional and finally went back to sleep around 5 AM only for m to wake up to him having another seizure at around 6 AM. Erica rushed up again to help out, contact emergency inquiring if we should call 911 again, which was recommended. The exact same paramedics came back to pick Kelly up and take him back to the ER, where we stayed until about 11 AM. The doctor we dealt with this time suggested we get him started on medication which strongly agreed with. We've made an appointment to see our Neurologist, next Tuesday so Kelly will be out of work all this week. Hopefully with him now on medication, he'll be back to work next week with the doctors approval. Thankfully his boss is very understanding and is giving him the time off.

It was a very hard thing to witness, especially twice in one night. Props to those who go through this stuff daily. I don't think I could handle it anymore. Seeing someone I love in pain and completely out of it. He would stare at me and wouldn't be there. Like he was staring right through me. It was really hard to sleep last night, because every time Kelly would move or make a noise I would freak out thinking that something was going to happen.

A special shout out to Erica and Joe! Both were in a NyQuil coma, but were both able to help me control the situation. Erica came to pick us up from the ER after the first one, while Joe took care of the babies! Erica then helped me again after the second one and called 911 each time. I don't think I would have been able to make that call. THANK YOU BOTH for being there when I desperately needed you! Also to Kalie and Jesse. Since Erica wasn't feeling well, Kalie came to pick up the girls when we were at the ER the second time, since it was now morning. THANK YOU Kalie and the Jesse boys for taking care of our baby girls when we couldn't.

We are still overwhelmed with the love and support we are receiving from family and friends. We are so grateful to be surrounded by such amazing people. I know that with you guys by our side, we'll be able to get through this, just like last time! I'm anxious for 2011 to get here! 2010 didn't end too well and I'm ready for it to be over!

I hope you all had a good Christmas!!

XOXO
Andee

Saturday, December 25, 2010

Blog Challenge: Day 21

Day 21: A picture of something that makes you happy

Here is my beautiful baby girls taking a bath Christmas morning! Erica took some great pictures with her new camera!! Gotta love those faces!

Avie

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Ella

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XOXO
Andee

Friday, December 24, 2010

Blog Challenge: Day 20

Day 20: A picture of somewhere you would love to travel

Hawaii!! It drives me nuts that so many people go to Hawaii like it's Disneyland to me! I have friends that go every year! What?! If the flights weren't so freakin' expensive, I'd go! Especially because I could get some good deals at some Marriott's! But I want to one day be able to travel out there and get to experience it! Who doesn't want to get leied!

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I would also love to see Ireland! Gotta love all that green!

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XOXO
Andee

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!

Thursday, December 23, 2010

Blog Challenge: Day 19

Day 19: A picture of someone you miss

I miss Barbie! I do!

I miss playing Barbie! She could be whatever you wanted her to be, and did! She was a teacher, an astronaut, a vetrinarian, a flight attendant and more! I miss playing make believe and having fun with your imagination! I miss being a kid!

Now, there isn't any time for imagination. However, I can't wait until the girls are old enough to start playing and goofing around with! I've saved my entire Barbie collection and will be happy to pass it down to them!!

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XOXO
Andee

Wednesday, December 22, 2010

Blog Challenge: Day 18

Day 18: A picture of the cast of your favorite show

I watch way too much T.V.!! But these are the shows that I can't WAIT to see each week!

GLEE! I'm now a huge fan, but only started this season! Erica and I want to buy the first season so I can see it from the beginning. Erica says the first season was much better.

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Vampire Diaries!! What can I say? I love vampires and hot men!

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So You Think You Can Dance!!! I've watched every season except the first! I love this show!

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XOXO
Andee

Tuesday, December 21, 2010

Blog Challenge: Day 17

Day 17: Your favorite song

My favorite song recently has been Firework by Katy Perry. She sang it live on Ellen about a week ago and I've been in love with it ever since. I really like the lyrics! But the live version she did on Ellen is better than the radio version. It was a slower version, more like a ballad.

Firework

Do you ever feel like a plastic bag,
Drifting through the wind, wanting to start again?
Do you ever feel, feel so paper-thin
Like a house of cards, one blow from caving in?

Do you ever feel already buried deep?
Six feet under screams, but no one seems to hear a thing
Do you know that there's still a chance for you?
'Cause there's a spark in you

You just gotta ignite the light, and let it shine
Just own the night like the Fourth of July

'Cause baby, you're a firework
Come on, show 'em what you're worth
Make 'em go "ah, ah, ah!"
As you shoot across the sky-y-y

Baby, you're a firework
Come on, let your colors burst
Make 'em go "ah, ah, ah!"
You're gonna leave 'em all in awe, awe, awe

You don't have to feel like a waste of space
You're original, cannot be replaced
If you only knew what the future holds
After a hurricane, comes a rainbow

Maybe the reason why all the doors are closed
So you could open one that leads you to the perfect road
Like a lightning bolt, your heart will glow
And when it's time you know

You just gotta ignite the light, and let it shine
Just own the night like the Fourth of July

'Cause baby, you're a firework
Come on, show 'em what you're worth
Make 'em go "ah, ah, ah!"
As you shoot across the sky-y-y

Baby, you're a firework
Come on, let your colors burst
Make 'em go "ah, ah, ah!"
You're gonna leave 'em all in awe, awe, awe

Boom, boom, boom
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon
It's always been inside of you, you, you
And now it's time to let it through

'Cause baby, you're a firework
Come on, show 'em what you're worth
Make 'em go "ah, ah, ah!"
As you shoot across the sky-y-y

Baby, you're a firework
Come on, let your colors burst
Make 'em go "ah, ah, ah!"
You're gonna leave 'em all in awe, awe, awe

Boom, boom, boom
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon
Boom, boom, boom
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon


XOXO
Andee